Happy (???)

Today has been the start of a beautiful empty day with nothing planned but the prospects of the world. :) I cant wait to have a car to myself so I can go someplace and not get stuck here by myself listening to music from the other room and renting movies online all day to pass the time.

:) So I decided to write in here, and just catch everyone up on where I am at the moment.

Well, since I began this blog, I have gone out with a guy that I really like, and although we arent officially "in a relationship" yet, we're definitely getting there. I havent had a date in over a half year, and a boyfriend for atleast one year... so Im nervous about doing these things right. My parents know him and so do my host parents- so its going smoothly. :) I really like him.

Its a wonder how much we change in such a short amount of time. At one time in my life, I truely believed that I couldnt live life without having someone in my life- like a boyfriend or whatever. In reality, I have to learn how to not live with someone in order to truely know how to really have someone in my life. We have two separate lives that just happen to merge for a time. I dont know how long that time will be- but Im willing to find out. :)

I hope to be hanging out with my best friend today, its so beautiful outside and I cant wait to get out of here. I hope she decides to call me out of my prison soon! ;0

Anyway- in short, life is good. I have loving parents, friends, and now, a "guy" (remember- not anything 'official' yet! :) )... I work as a nanny for wonderful friends of mine, and I cant get away from my Saviors love. Im so happy- as happy as I can try to be. :)